Saturday, February 23, 2008

The Second Try

Well now I've been repayed, I guess. I got rejected on our second date. Its fine I guess, because I was wondering if I even really liked her or just was anxious about the fact that someone was paying attention to me. I came to the realization yesterday that I don't think I really did (I guess a week of separation will do that to you). But I could also be saying this because I got rejected and its just easier to say you didn't like them than to face reality.

So we went to some Thai place that wasn't even that good. And right after we ordered she had this really weird look on her face. I asked her what was up and she told me that she had a lot going on in life and would be a terrible girlfriend. Which of course is woman talk for I'm not interested in you. The old it's not you it's me!

Kinda hurtful but whatever. I didn't get to talk about it with her, which made it a little awkward and then she went straight into some story that I couldn't even pretend to be interested in. Way to pull the band-aid right off.

The only thing I have to say about it is that I'm glad it's out of the way now rather than being drug out and being strung along. Also I wasn't really sure what the situation was so I was gonna ask anyways, she just beat me to the punch. I think I had neutral feelings towards her and could devote myself either way after this date. Meaning if she said yes then I could grow to like her, if she said I would pretty much go back to the way things were.

With that said, it's over and done now...I've written about it and now I have to find a real girl. I don't wanna chase (or wait for) the girls who I see all the time. I need to meet one in a public setting and just ask her out. Am I good looking enough to pull this off? Only time will tell.

1 comment:

Dad said...

I am sorry for the hit you took but better to find out now. you did the right thing and man upped it pretty good. it isn't about you it is about her and there is no shame here... the right one would have been impressed in your level of respect and that you noticed how nice her shoes were... :):) and would have forgiven you.
in order to answer the deeper question you posed we will have to go to the swami.... that's right... we gotta ask Lorraine...

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